Everything is taking shape even these circumstances now make sense. A friend calls it "time and chances" while my mum thinks it's the church. It's clear anything can happen so nothing moves me these days except the act to appreciate life and nature with love in my heart and some little smile of compassion.
I'm in love again although it's a secret. Met this girl though she has been in my circle before mow, her names calls me to her while her personality cures my urges. Everytime I gaze into her eyes I see myself but not just myself, I see an empire with beautiful children.
Anything can happen like we agreed but for now I'll be giving myself to this feeling because it isn't just a feeling but some reality yet I'll take it like I see it, two steps at a time plus even if she's not in the future- it is written that once upon a time, she taught me how to love again when the scars are still open.
I really love her!