The day feels frozen, and every step feels like a burden you can't shake off. Time drags slowly, as if you're standing still while everything around you keeps moving, yet you can't find the strength to move with it. You wake up but don't understand why. Everything around you seems dull and meaningless. The day is just another moment that reminds you that life continues, despite your unwillingness to be part of it.
Your body feels like it's not yours — heavy, weak, as if it can't take a single step forward. Inside, there's emptiness that you can't get rid of. Every thought, every action, every "something" feels unnecessary, pointless. And there is no path that could lead you to the future because it seems like there's nowhere left to go.
But in this silence, in this gloomy space where nothing can distract from the pain — magic appears. You feel a pull toward something invisible, as if from the fog that surrounds you, something powerful, invisible, yet tangible, emerges. This is the moment when creation is possible. When you can cast a spell. In the lowest, most desperate moment, a door opens, and you are the only one who can unlock it. You must stop, freeze in this state, and listen.
Here, in this shadow, you can gather yourself. With every breath, you can direct your energy toward something greater. Even if you don't feel the strength — magic begins right here. Manifestation doesn’t come in moments of ease, but in times when it feels like you're completely lost. And all that’s needed is to begin. Not because you believe in success, but because you simply cannot stay still.
The task is not to find an answer, but to move, to cast spells, to create, even if it’s unseen, within yourself. In this moment, you can rise like a fire that sparks from the ashes. All your pain can become the element from which you create something new. In this moment, when you don’t know where to go, you can create a new path — not through a decision, but through the magic of your existence.
So, in this tyranny of silence, in the moment when nothing makes sense, it is precisely at this moment — you become a magician. The one who can create the future, even when it seems impossible.