Yeah, I'm not really a sociopath. I can be naturally gregarious and nothing is more taxing to me than pretending to be present when I'm not feeling the vibes.
It's strange though how my journey from feeling like I've got zero in common with 93% of humans has shown me that was a lie I liked to tell myself..
Ultimately I realised the attributes I thought I despised in others only bother me because i see myself in their process of self actualization...
Let me clarify I'm still having these realisations and don't always act as if I know better. Even when I'm knowingly feeding the false security of separation I'm well aware it's a sham. I readily admit I thrive on the drama and can't exactly explain my justifications to willingly choose to not rise above the misdirected hostility.. It's in my nature to stir shit up haha..
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