Thank you @porters, waking up to see your message (and all the messages here) from people I've come to treasure has been so wonderful.
This has been such a weird year, we had the worst garden so I feel like I have so little homesteady info to even write about which is part of why I just stopped writing. I needed to step back and give myself time to think about my direction as a blogger, as a homesteader, and everything else!
I am so glad you are still here, I have missed you!!