I totally understand that. It’s the same reason I am still waiting to try ayahuasca. I don’t feel like life has pulled me to it yet. But I guess having someone gift you tarot cards isn’t the only way to be pulled towards it. If I see a deck somewhere unexpected this week, I’ll buy it!
I want to try ayahuasca also. I have the same attitude. When the time is right, I'm sure it will present itself.