I think I have discovered perhaps my new favorite weather scenario. Well, I suppose I always liked it but today it just hit way way different. My area had a nice ice storm recently, and it's been about two days since it happened. Today, I took a walk and my gosh I was taken aback at the sheer beauty of the day. The sun was shining and everything was thawing. The streets was running with melting water, gentle peaceful streams were seen all over the roads in the small city I live in. Every sidewalk offered a different perspective. Some were mostly dry, some were wet, some were icy still and I enjoyed sliding on the ice on purpose at times. I probably looked ridiculous but that's nothing I'm not used to HA.
The vibes were truly off the chart. The feeling was both therapeutic and deeply poetic. The sun, the melting ice, the feeling of spring approaching, but definitely not here either. It was still proper cold, probably about 40 degrees on the dot, but just the sense of hope was just fantastic. My body and instincts can sense baseball season approaching. My son's birthday also approaches. I have a bit of money coming my way in a few weeks, my own birthday approaches fairly soon.
I have been stressed for like a decade, and I still am. But I am sick of all of it. So sick of it. I can't take it anymore and refuse to. Outright done with my own crap. It's really come to a point in life where it's up to me to choose between stuck stressing and struggling, or be stuck stressing and striving for actual freedom and a hope for a better life. Either way I am stressing.
I know every day I'm not going to feel as great and motivated like I am currently, but I'm going to try to be. Life is about decisions and I am getting so old so quick.
The thawing of the environment arounds me feels like a sign that my heart is thawing, and hope is around the corner. All I can do is try man.
In more of like, regular news, I am watching some interesting videos that shares ideas that the Luka-A.D. trade in the NBA is much much more complex than meets the eye. Very interesting, eyebrow raising stuff.
Hive on folks.