Are you saying I misunderstood you? Well, I took another go at the piece just to be sure. It was then I noticed this:
I genuinely feel that I am in a far better position right now, than I would have been if I had used my brain to play the game or abuse the platform to my own ends. Sure, I have nothing in terms of money. But, I have educated myself in so many useful things, things that I would not have had to if I was earning enough. Also, I am in the best fucking health of my life thanks to an accidental discovery last year, that humans can survive without food for over five days.
I must admit that I didn't consider this in my previous comment. I was engrossed with the 'frustration' that the last few paragraphs passed me by.
I now understand that you are grateful for the experience. I'm sorry for misunderstanding you. Please forgive my error.
Thanks for your patience.
Blessings