About me - my story

in #new3 days ago

I'm Atorius, currently 18 years old.

Everything started when I was 10 years old. I got my first HP laptop, I started discovering the Internet world. I was interested in how to build something on the internet, applications, websites, etc. I found some tutorials online and started to solve problems that the learning process gave me. My first achievement was a self-hosted Discord bot, I mean, to be honest, it's a big deal if you are young and know almost nothing. In 4 year period, I learned to how build apps, websites, learned about coding, I built my first app with MIT App Inventor, it was like building a lego. My first website was built with WordPress, and after that, I learned HTML and CSS. In that period I got my first freelancer job as a support agent, I'm still working there, it's been over 3 years already. This job allowed me to use my knowledge and skills to really do something that is needed; I rebuilt their Discord server, custom bots with their branding and needs, and next-level ticketing system to make the support job more effective and functional. That salary gave me more chances to do something. I used my first-year salary for hosts, coding software, and licenses. In 2023 November I launched an online radio station, we designed that brand with our own skills, we even made stickers that car owners bought, we even launched giveaways in our Instagram account.

Giveaway post:

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Stickers:

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Everything went well, but my health went bad, everything in my life went down, I lost every friend that I had and I cut all of my connections with everyone, so at the moment when I'm writing that post, I don't have really anyone left, I can't open myself to anyone, due all of that I closed my radio station project in 2024 December, I learned a lot, I still have everything backed up. Since 2024 December I have had anxiety, It's hard to find a way out back to these times when everything was good. Now It's hard even to go to school, and I'm eating antidepressants; I feel like a zombie, alone, lost. That's how my life is, thanks for reading...