The Sweet Ache of Saying Goodbye

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One thing that's a bit strange about me is that I often have delayed reactions. For example, I'm suddenly feeling a huge wave of missing my students, but yesterday I didn't feel anything like this. It's a weird feeling, like the regret hit me all at once.


I wish I had been more approachable, had more fun, and created more happy memories with them. I should have accepted those warm hugs, been more creative in starting conversations, and talked with them for longer time. I shouldn't have let them just sleep in class, draw, or get distracted. I should have focused on being a friend, not just a teacher.


Being an ESL teacher was really fun. I never thought I'd enjoy teaching because it's never been my thing, but now I wish I could teach them again. Now I'm back at school, but this time I'm the student. Every time I walk around and hear a voice similar to my students', I turn around expecting to see them, even though I know they're back in Korea. Here I am, realizing that I'm not just missing my students, but also my amazing co-teachers.



The laughter, the gossiping, the shared moments – I miss it all so much. Especially my friends, the ones who made work feel like a second home. It's a bittersweet feeling, knowing I can't just walk back into that world, but the memories are a treasure I'll always hold close.


I remember one of my students telling me how much he was going to miss CIJ School. Even though he always said he wanted to go back to Korea and Taiwan, on our last day, he admitted that he would miss CIJ, his friends he made there, and all the teachers. He said that if there was one thing he learned from me, it was to look for the bright side in every situation. We often find ourselves in situations we don't like, but we should always try to find the positive aspects. We won't be in those situations forever, and when we look back, we don't want to only remember whining or bad memories. So, embrace the situation, make it a positive experience, and when you reach the peak, you'll have wonderful memories to cherish. Thank you for reading my short blog have a great day.

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Oh the feelings of goodbyes. I don't like it. Separation anxiety is real.

It's true, every time I close my eyes in the afternoon, I can still hear their voices calling to me, like Teacher Mel. But it's okay, I know I can cope with this situation. And we will see each other at the next camp. ✨☺️

Hello, Mel! I can totally relate to that. I've been crying after class because these kids are some of the most genuine people I've met. It's very heartwarming and overwhelming. By the way, please don't forget to share your blog in a community next time. That way, you could engage with users who have the same passion and interests. I'm willing and very open to all your questions anytime. 🫶❤️

Same i've been trying too there such unforgettable kids, they have their own unique personalities that standout that's why it's really hard for us to forget them huhu. Yes i'm so sorry i totally forgot to put this in the community but i will not forget next time thank you for reminding me cher

That's so true! 🥺 Anyway, don't worry about that. You'll learn more when you explore everything. ☺️

Hello Mel, I also realte to that missin those kids even though I didn't handle them in the whole month. Keep it up Mel.

Thank you teacher rena, i wish we see each other in school. I'm waiting for your future endeavor 💖✨

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This is true @melll . It's sweet to think that we are loved and cared by our foreign students whom we thought would last but as time goes by, it will be just normal to cry and miss them during the graduation day and move on tomorrow. That's how an ESL Teacher life goes. I have been there as well.

Thank youu cher, for your kind words.✨🤙🏻

You're welcome,cher @melll

It must be really an unforgettable experience, I'm sure that the students you've encountered being an ESL teacher would also not forget the memories that you've shared together

That's so kind of you to say! It truly was an unforgettable experience. Teaching ESL is incredibly rewarding, and the connections I made with my students are something I'll cherish forever. It's amazing how much we can learn from each other, even when we come from different backgrounds and speak different languages. I'm so grateful for the opportunity to have shared those memories with them. 😊

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