I'm sorry to hear you've been sick. That definitely doesn't help when you have the stress of other stuff over you head. And Steem prices are down, so that doesn't help the mood either.
I'm also sorry that you've been getting people using double accounts. That's really crappy of people to take advantage like that. You've very generous and sometimes people abuse that. I'm sorry on their behalf.
I'm glad you're in a good mood! It's spring time and things are going to turn around! :)