January always was the worst to me. I really hated it, and always tried to go the snow as much as possible to get some outdoor time. That would always clear me up a bit. I think the author of '50 shades of grey' secretly grew up in Holland hahahaha
Just wait, by beginning March the first ray of light will burst through the clouds and you will feel alive again ;)
Thanks... i will go back now and sleep under my stone till it’s time.