@lenarose please do not despair. I think you are free to do what you want with your tokens. End of.
But to rely too much on it as a way of living right now. Is probably not the best choice. I am think only the top 0.1% (and I am being generous) of Steem players are living off it. In the future I think all our tokens will be worth a lot more than today. I am accumulating and building for a future.
Don't stop what your passion is, but maybe not put all your eggs in one basket. I observe that the most successful Steem blockchain bloggers/vloggers only post once a day. They tend to get more attention and rewards for that single post.