This is painful and I know how you feel. I'm glad you even summoned the courage of posting something like this on here.
If you feel you need to talk to customers, please do. Things get better when you talk to people
Losing someone can be very painful. I wish you well
Just stay happy!
Thank you.
It's the energy summoning that was the hardest part. Doing everything that absolutely needs to be done seems to take all my energy but I did manage to write about this.
I prefer to choose to who I talk with about this and the situation where I meet my customers just isn't the right one. Plus I actually don't need to talk with anyone else than with those who I already talk.
Trying to stay happy is energy consuming too but yeah, I'll do my best.