Great job @sherbanu! I'm sorry to see it is based on a real story. And I'm sorry to see the woman has even a doubt that this might be her fault.
I imagine that such an incident in ones home would make someone feel vulnerable and unable to sleep. Your description captures that perfectly. Whoever she is, I'll be sending healing thoughts.
She might feel for what reason may her Lord give penalty that not to obey her Lords command, or it was an exam for her to learn lesson....
Healing thoughts conveyed....