aww thank you:) i know how that can feel because i have dozens of songs written and can play but recording is such a struggle for me because i dont have the equipment or the experience in terms of producing/recording the songs properly. and its a struggle to find people to collaborate with to do it !
if youd like, id be happy to play some of your songs for you, and send you the recording (just recorded as audio on my phone or something - its not the best quality but its what i have ;p), that way you can listen to them anytime :)
just let me know if youd like to :)