haha oh i know what you mean & I meant it as a positive thing!
As in: you are obviously quite involved and thorough in your analysis, communication of said analysis & role as a Judge. Clearly you're a music appreciator and I believe I can probably speak for most of the participants when I say that it's sincerely appreciated that all of the judges seem to be this way respectively.
This contest has definitely brought out some serious writers to the forefront who are outputting some very good works continuously IMO.
I'm personally not in it to win it (as I know is the feeling among a few others). I'm getting something much deeper and more valuable out of this experience from where I stand...