RE: Ulogacy: If My Mind Is Leaving Me, Before It Does, I Say; "I So Miss You Mum. May I Be In Paradise. I Want To Be With You Again". (SC 1).

[uche-nna]

This is heart touching but you have to be strong.
Because am sure she wants you to be strong too.
She would be happy if those things you can't give her, is given to your love ones that are alive.