You have two accounts and both of them did daily posting, including commenting and responding to other people's posts? No wonder that your joy to create decreased.
Even keeping one account is already difficult for me, though I really should crosspost to multiple sites and broaden my horizon. The community in Steemit is tight knit and lovely but it is small and not accessible by most people. Hmm now that's something that I have to consider, thank you for the lovely conversation ^_^.