That was what the woman of Samaria Lee come see a man that told me everything I did. Shouldn't this be the Messiah? John chapter 4 verse 29 and the whole of the city came out. Come see a man which told me all the things that I ever did. Is not this the Christ?Then they went out of the city and came unto him. Hallelujah. I told you, I told the young, I told you I told the man the story. I told him how that I had. Had been born religious, went to, went into, I mean went to Methodist. Sunday school and all of that.
But I don't have a personal relationship with God, even though around the age of 11 I had come to the Lord. But like a young man, you know, influence of young people. Just slip back again a little bit. Slip back. But in the year of 1986, I was telling this young man, the one I just talked about. Now I was telling him my story. So in the year of 1986, I suddenly became afraid. I don't know what was making me afraid. I began to think of death. And I was just a young man under 20, and I just started thinking of death.
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For one full week I was under a grip of it. Just afraid. The fear continued until. The night of 12th of May 1986, two AM in the night, I was awoken and in that high institution campus there was no light. Then there was the hooting of an owl. In the thick of the night. For a man that has been afraid for one week.
No light dead of the night. It was in the middle of that that I had inside me. If you die now, where will you go?I could not answer because I didn't know. I know I won't go to heaven, but I can't say I'm going to hell. I can't admit going to hell. So I kept quiet. Then they cook.