Don't think I'm still living in pains..
I'm just walking you through the rain..
When everything felt deranged...
I wish someone could've done the same...
Especially when I was getting drugged out to ease the day...
And getting intoxicated just to feel humane...
My peers never stayed the same...
I wonder what I did to make them change...
The girl I believed I loved, left me once again...
This time around she left me to remember her name..
I'm feeling the pain, this is more than a life lesson...
This is a fresh start, to finding someone to help me affirm my life's blessings.