Halfway Through

in #personal2 days ago

Right now, I'm driven by a real hunger. I could dive right into the bowl of chili I warmed in the microwave 30 seconds, but I instead I delay. Why? To capture what thoughts seem to fly at the end of the day, end of the week, and beginning of the weekend.

I'm thrilled to have bought cologne and alcohol, because I don't think I could devote 100% of my income to speculative assets. Still, I want to acquire more, so that I can give some away and drum up business, as well as sell at a profit during one of the most interesting times of my life. There is literature about the upcoming administration and its plans for cryptocurrency. I could go on and on about how I want to change my life, one post, one community at a time.

I'm still happy with the fact that I am making plans each day and controlling the events of my life. I know there are plenty of people who live this particularly dangerous way, under these assumptions. They believe they'll have more time "in the future", at whatever point that may be and they think time can be saved. I've learned it isn't, because for everything I've multitasked, procrastinated and failed, the foremost failure was the failure to plan ahead.

It's why I can't do the mindless posts on X about our communities. I have to write copy. I have to analyze and share data. I want to make inferences on information, available and unavailable. I want to host community contests, but not give away all my assets to second-rate submissions. I want to avoid confrontation with the loud, lazy minority who complain about developments but do very little.

And, to top it all off, I want to enjoy my Friday night.

Cheers.


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