My husband died suddenly and unexpectedly of a heart attack. But I can imagine knowing death might be around the corner is it’s own kind of terrible as well.
I am selling my home. Just too many memories and for now I can’t be alone. I will be staying with my adult children who can’t keep my cat for various reasons.
Yes, it is "it's own kind of terrible"; I'm not sure we can find the good in either, that's for sure.
I'm so sorry how you must be feeling though. You've been in my thoughts a lot lately; sending internet hugs your way <3
Thank you so much. I’m sending some your way as well.
I don’t want to give you any false hope but maybe these sights about alternative treatments could be helpful in some way. I certainly can’t vouch for them but they seem to be mostly nutrition based which might give you a little more time or a few more good days.
https://thetruthaboutcancer.com/category/cancer-treatments/
http://issels.com/?gclid=EAIaIQobChMIjvm2qML_2wIVwkSGCh3tgwPMEAAYAyAAEgIGWvD_BwE
Thank you @firststeps! And I'll have a look at those links as well 😂