It's very realistic! I think you should liaten to your inpulse and juat draw when you want to. It must be there for a reason. I also learned to make more art here in steemit.
You draw really well and it's good that drawing relaxes your minds and fills you with emotions. Could imagine you draw more from your impulse soon. Keep it up!
Thank you very much for your kind words :)
Indeed steemit encourages us to so much! There is so much creativity in me which I would have never explored if I hadn't join this community. People here are so inspiring.