Wet Sweat Shirt-A Childhood Story

I am once an ex-BPO employee having a stressful environment and a terror superiors made my life miserable. I'm not giving a negative impression on behalf of call center agents, it depends if you landed in a bush with smooth leaves. I knew some of my friends that are successful in the industry and proud of them. There was the time in my interview, I passed the typing speed test and the technical stuff side. Face to face interview is my weakness I began to startle, my face is so pale and I don't know why. I found out I was too being a perfectionist before words came out my mouth it must be constructed in my mind with no flaws and I must pronounce it with a native American accent. It becomes an interval when it's my turn to talk in interviewer's conversation. After all, I build some confidence and got landed a slot.

It wasn't my fault if I was raise of being a perfectionist, my father and grandmother is a perfect example. They want me to read books instead of playing with kids on the streets but I can't help it, I act like a fugitive jumping our fence with thorns of bougainvillea flower. Trying to socialize my childhood friends and playing what they play. Those moments at first they laugh when you're using the universal language. So I saw a group of some older guys playing chess and ask if I can have a spot in replacement of a losing player then they allow me to give my shot. Since they don't know yet my moves and play, 5 consecutive players were shocked and beat them. At the second instance, I did not get any chance to win and realized that I'm still a kid I must join with the other kids trip.

Even I'm scolded arriving at home with wet sweat t-shirt, it's a disrespect to talk back with your guardians but inside my mind talking "at least I enjoy staying outdoor than facing a mini library". When growing up I can say I'm a half introvert and half outgoing. Just possessing a balanced personality and I must say difficult to manipulate. Our childhood really takes a big part of what we are now being mature handling different situation. How we treat the world, how we relate to people and controlling our emotion. It is proven already in studies done by Psychologist. Yes if you have a bad one, I know there are things we can't control but how about saying why did you allow it or did you make a try to adjust the sail?

As a parent we have this common denominator, we will do everything to make our kids happy and provide all their needs. For me I have this principle, I'll make her childhood a memorable one. Providing needs is not enough though not totally sorting it out, providing quality time is much valuable. A modern time we call but we have to understand their world before pitching your judgment. It's the only way you can reach them not forcing what you want to do but must support what they want to do. I hope it makes sense my friend!