I thought you would invalidate your feelings but buti na lang hindi pala. Yes, we're lucky to be able to spend time out to destress, pero ayown nga, ok lang naman talaga to go out. Kung di na talaga kaya, do something that will make you recharge your energy. Do something new. Explore something new. Be happy, even if mahirap maging happy.
Pahinga and try again.
By the way, you could have posted this in Hive PH community. Di naman strict yung community rules so keri lang to dun.