Oh, so sorry about the flue, just try and relax, it will get better soon.
Every time you sit down at the keyboard and begin, know that going forward is an opportunity to give yourself a little bit of space, to let go, to discover and, to learn who you are in this world. If you are unsure of where to begin, stop consuming the noise of the world until you know.
This I the origin of every inspirations. Take time out to look within and you will always get inspired to write.