Thank you for your post, your post portrays that war between your flesh and your spirit. I pray that you will stay near Christ this time, keep on falling on your knees but only that, look up to Jesus, follow Him, put the focus on Him and not on you and I think you will find easier to overcome the flesh. If you write about christianity you can maybe make christian-trail your first tag. Try to get followers that have the same interests as you.
Hope777, thank you for stopping by and reading post! You are absolutely right, where is the focus, and apply it to Christ and its amazing how the desire for earthly things fades away. And most definitely I will post under Christian-Trail from now as my first tab, I am still kind of learning my way around.
Thank you for your extra thoughtful reply.