You are absolutely forgiven, your comment means so much as a feedback!
I just got my inspiration (as usual) from other people, and their behavior, and then I try to project it to my life.
Living without any stress is impossible, so I don't like the added fear that it will kill me. I decided to make the most of it, and welcome it as a sign of growth :)
I understand you completely, since I feel guilty if I don't push myself even just a little! We are weird :)
Talk soon, loved your blogs!
Have you ever heard of the comedy sketch show "Portlandia"? It's set in Portland, Oregon where I've moved... Portland's motto is 'Keep Portland Weird' - so I fit right in here.
There's good stress and bad stress, and I'm sure to a large degree our reaction to events is based mostly on our chemical makeup, but I think it is important to try and not stress about things you can't change, or that aren't that important in the scheme of things.
I love your blog too.... so thought-provoking and intelligent!