I appreciate you taking the time and will grant you that it is very possible but my caveat with your words for your god would be he wants, he is god, he wants for nothing for he is all. Right?
The rationalisation for a belief to me seems an oxymoron. A justification perhaps. For me to believe, there would have to be no belief. It would have to be unshadowed fact in my opinion.
I am not saying there is no creator, I am saying I have doubts. Lots of shadows. Hence the need for a direct view.
Hope all is well with you.
It is well. Keep posting! G-d loves questions!
As do I. Does that make me... :)