Hi @clayboyn,
Thanks so much for this masterpiece !
As said, i believe one can deal with it. It has a process and with time ,one can overcome it.
Also, this question of " why me " should be eliminated. Everyone faces challenges in one way or another. It will never stop coming as long as you are on earth. All you need is keep equiping yourself with the right knowledge on how to deal with them . Be prayerful as well.
I believe we are all born a winner.
Keep it up.
I am glad to be your follower.