I can't go to another country to work, at least not for now. Let the divorce go through first :)
I was saying I'm getting out meaning out of my current financial kerfuffle.
However, you're young, man. You need not worry much, you've got all the time in the world. I'm 35, so let grandpa tell you something...haha just kidding :)
I had some major distractions when I was at your age, so missed on improvement and skill-building. Couldn't even think about it. It's why I'm catching up now :)
Stay focused and keep pushing, I like your attitude :)
If you plan on doing work with your camera I think that a lot of it could be done here; no need to go somewhere else for that. For example; I got a friend shooting weddings for 200-300€ per wedding. That can be a regular job if you find at least 2 or 3 weddings per month you are good.
Aren't we all :)? Sadly most of us werent lucky enough to be bor into money.... But then again, maybe it's for the best. I would be the laziest tard ever if I had cash, think it's the universe pushing us to discover ourselves and become the best version of ourselves.
I would rather worry a lot now then to worry later. This is my time now and what I do in the next 10 years will paint a picture of how the rest of my life will be. SO if I do a shit job now I'll cry later, so let's not do that and go full steem ahead now and party later!
You and everyone else who is pushing to reach a goal will get there!