Just by the first look in to that picture , i get the feeling of fear. Someone who lives behind these doors must have so much fear. Just look the security cams and the symbols. His hart is closed and without real friends.
Compare that to people you know.
So as a first answer to your thoughts i would say that you are very lucky for what you really are now.
What to say, both objects you own, you are a good knowledge of security systems
and an expert in the psychology of today's people! You are right!
But what I'm saying in the post is whether it's worth changing your life
for a supposedly improvement!
You have to define what is improvement for you.
I do not want to live in this house!
Questions are rhetorical!
The answer is in the last sentence!