It's been a roller coaster ride feeling since i will be starting to my first job. Mix of emotions. For the first time I will be away from home. I will be separated to my love ones. For a first timer I'm a mix of excitement and fear. Excitement from the fact that after years of hard work in college and making my nights like day just to pass the board exam, I can finally be able to apply all of my learnings. Fear, due to the what might be of me as soon as i reach my destination and be able to work there. What can I say, every beginning is a bit scary. But sometimes it makes us grow. I just need to take a leap of faith to what it is waiting for me on the other side. I need to take courage to this situation, because in the first place this is what I'm waiting for. As I sit for hours inside the bus to the new town, many thoughts entered my mind most of them are the negative. Latet on, I felt trembling of my knees , from "What if I cannot do this job, what if i fail, what if i'm not ready" It started to haunt me, to break the little courage I have. I tried to silence the voices in my head but the harder i tried the stronger it become. Excitement suddenly left me leaving fear accompanied by his buddy "ANXIETY".
As hours passed me by, I wanted to turn back thinking that I might be rushing things and needed to take it slowly since I'm just a newly graduate and recently got my license. As courage and excitement slowly abandoning me, the bus suddenly make a stop over to check the engine. That time, as I look into my window, I suddenly saw a beautiful view of a waterfalls. The way how water falling from the top, its relaxing sound, for a moment I suddenly came back to my sesnses. For a moment seeing that waterfalls in my window suddenly wash away my fear and anxiety. Excitement and courage revitalized my trembling body from before. Maybe, new beginnings are like waterfalls , we just need to let it flow, all the impurities be washed away as the water falls below, a sound gentle but like a roar of lion, saying to be brave.
Tomorrow I will begin my work. Hoping to have a wonderful start. Wish me luck everyone. 😊
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Very nice, Will be looking forward to your posts. Up-voted :-)