I really hope people recognize themselves in this post, so it can be a shoutout to everyone who has felt like this, knowing that we're not alone. Society totally kills everyone who suffers from a depression, they think 6months rest will be enough when you actually can't tell how long a person needs time to heal the wounds .. with the result of years of strong negative and somber feelings.
The scream represents indeed some inner emotions that everyone hides, just because we don't feel accepted when we would show our weak side. Thank you so much for your support !