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You don't need to be sorry, @janton, work is always depressing, and I should be used of it ;)

sir johann! Work is always depressing? I thought you liked that place!

You got me, @janton ;)
No, my work is a good work, and I know so many jobs or companies, which would really depress me, but after 34 years it is soon enough, if you know, what I mean.

yes sir, it's a blessing and a curse. A blessing to be able to work steadily at the same place but a curse because it gets monotomous or boring or stale. But you're almost done with it if you look at the big picture.

Yes, @janton, I know, and the time will run faster than I think, but I am really longing for the days, when I don't have to go to work anymore :)

Yes sir I understand, I wish there was a way not to think about it at all and then it would come much faster.

Me too @janton, me too ... just think of something else for a few years, and you will be surprised, when they say that you can retire now ;)