When did your posts got dramatic? You are still pretty, no matter what, and even though I didn't made my presence senseed here, I still followed your posts closely. You always want more from yourself and that is okay! What I think you can improve is to make peace with yourself. You should accept you as you are, because you are definetely prettier than 90% of the girls and arguably prettier than the reat 10%. That was a compliment, really, don't kill me now!
People always want more and want to be more than they are, forgetting to appreciate what they have and what they are. Don't be one of them, you are better than that!
If this is the first "drama" you see from me, I'm going to be very disappointed in either my own abilities as a photographer, or yours as the viewer.
I was not talking about the photos, but about the text. Women tend to be dramatic usually so most of them do not impress me anyway :))