Thank you for sharing this with us, Eve. I believe the truth is always more beautiful than the sweetest fiction, and your post only strengthens my conviction. You are exactly who you are, and who you are is who you should be.
Only once we accept and love ourselves as we are now, and stop being blinded what we want ourselves to be, will we be empowered to become who we want to be.
There might be some truth to your comment :)