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I know you understand me, dear. I have plenty of time, but it depends... Depends on how you fill your time. If it is waiting and uncertainty, I hate it.
Nick just got in touch, and it is a great relief. I was like a zombie all day. But I will get used to it. Soon. Hope so.
Hugs and !LUV

It's a lot and I can only imagine now how it must be so difficult for you... :(