How I have been played (pob-wotw: LUST)

in #pob-wotw3 years ago (edited)

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Love is what we share. It's a strong feelings we have towards someone and it can otherwise be called affection. As an adult, I've experienced love and lust but from different person. I just want to share the memory. It goes thus.
Our world was filled with love, affection, sweetness. It was magical when I first met Melinda few years ago around 2013 somewhere in Oyo during my first year at High school. She was naturally endowed, beautiful, smart, kind, brilliant and infact she possessed everything I ever pray for in a woman.The relationship started growing and becoming real
Everyday we spent together was a great one. We found it very difficult to travel away from each other, but anytime we are not together lot of money were being spent on airtime just to always communicate with each other through both audio and video calls. Everything was nice and mutual even friends envied us back then and they wished for relationship like ours.
It was indeed a love filled relationship. We graduated from school and we faced the reality of life. Year 2015 was our first year that we had to stay away from each other for more than a year and it was strange to us,though we still tried to maintain our normal ways of communication but where is the money to keep everything going as usual. Everything was deteriorating, the said companionship are becoming strange to us.
I started discovering so many unusual things about her. Melinda is no longer apologising for her wrong deeds and she now wear nonchalant attitude, but I still overlooked her imperfections and tried to increase my love for her by standing by her.
I gave her all she wanted but I always have this kind of feeling that she isn't really perfect for me.
We tried to break up many times but all to no avail before we were attached to each other.
There was no longer love in between us again or what we felt at the early stage of our relationship, was it really love or lust?

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Everything was perfect because of the closeness between us then. We were living in same apartment just like couple. It was never love and can never be love because I later new she was cheating anytime she traveled home.I never knew I was blinded due to my sexual desire. She got married to another man two weeks after we broke up and left with my emotions and lonely life.
After all these scenarios, I discove Ired she never loved me. All was lust and not love.
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