I look Alive, Though I am Dead inside
My heart has Holes, and Black blood flows inside
I am falling to pieces, My thoughts are my cage
I am Dead in my body, But my mind's on rage . . .
When I am upset, I shut myself down
I have no motivation for anything, I tell myself that nobody cares
Even Though i know some do, I think about all of the negative things I could possibly think of
I give myself all the Pain, Thinking that i deserve it
I am not Sure why i do that, But That's just How i am