Disappointed, where the opposite fact with hope is running around the brain and memory. Make a deep cut until you finally blame yourself why you should expect it. If we look at it from another point of view, from the disappointment arises hope to continue to struggle and create new hope.
Expect to make you more alive, which makes you struggle beyond your own limits. Imagine expectations as long as you live, which will make you better.
Hopefully ..., the word that I want to keep fighting. Hope for a better tomorrow. Look forward to the life that keeps you in the world. As you expect from Him you will feel this life better, and you will be grateful for it.