You once said you wanted to go back
That's why I'm here
Waiting for you to go back to the heart
Without me knowing you'll be right back
Or just a hallucination
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I know you're just an illusion
What I make myself
The whole thing that grows hearts
And you want to even have gone
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I started to swallow it
Here I am alone
Only from the word of affection
Then you're abstracting
And I'm stuck in the image
May not want to go back
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I was stranded on reality
A life that keeps the heart open
Because in fact
You're not there
And I was very unwilling
"Terjebak imajinasi"
Kau pernah berkata ingin kembali
Maka dari itu aku disini
Menunggu mu pulang kembali ke hati
Tanpa aku tahu kau akan benar kembali
Atau cuma halusinasi
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Aku tahu kau memang hanya ilusi
Yang aku buat sendiri
Ke-semuan yang mengkerangkeng hati
Padahal kamu ingin bahkan sudah pergi
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Aku mulai tertelan sepi
Disini aku sendiri
Hanya dari kata penggambaran afeksi
Lalu kau berabstraksi
Dan aku terjebak dalam imaji
Mungkin tak ingin kembali
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Aku tertampar pada realita
Kehidupan yang membuat hati menganga
Karena pada kenyataannya
Kau memang tidak ada
Dan aku memang sangat belum rela
Salam @arulchandra
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