Absolutely incredible. I read it as if in Slam poetry style, which I'm sure was not the intended but I just love the amount of emotion you put into and that's how my braid saw it.
I lost a very dear friend of mine to suicide years ago, it was one of the hardest things to deal with, especially when everyone is turning it into something about God. Stay strong, celebrate his life, try not to mourn.
That's sad. I hope time heals.
It does. And remembering the good times helps.