It was so long ago that I wrote it. It really reminds me of something the feeling I had after reading Lilith by George MacDonald my all time favorite book. And I think the beginning of modern fantasy literature. It made me really think about the idea of universalism.
or it could have been
Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and Women by George MacDonald
That's awesome! As of now I'm actually a literature major. I've never heard of that book though, and I'm gonna check it out. Thanks!