poetry of doubtful beauty, * Long suffered, * Want to cry.

Long suffered

I'm suffering now
Every day just wailing
Every day just moaning
I am tired of all this
God please strengthen me
My heart is bleeding
No leaves can offer it
I'm sick without a heart.
Either when the pain is over
Is the only way is to die to ashes
New happiness is a little felt
Is it possible?
I'm so fragile and give up
I'm so weak
Until I always lose with the pain that is in the heart.
Maybe this is indeed my fate
That tears is a loyal friend
That destroyed is happy in itself.
I just hope god does not lust me
Because there was once a sense of regret at heart
For ever thinking that justice does not exist.
There is nothing in vain in this universe
Including my life
I love my life
Although I did not find a piece of happiness there.

@berdian

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Want to cry

I want to melt this sadness
The sadness that has been petrified at the root of the chest
Which daily creeps into the eye
And ends with rain and puddles
I wish I had power
I wound the black sorrow to the dust
Until all that remains is a dewy heart.
Every day I stare at the rain
Waiting for the happiness came
Happiness that I can not touch or hold.
I'm just a little dust
Flying in the wind
Going here with no direction and purpose
In the wind until my heart flies.
Enough already I put the face of the wall
Enough! I do not want to be an angel anymore
I do not want any more broken heart.