MY HEART'S PLIGHT

in #poetry7 years ago

Most atimes am scared...
Scared of being hurt, Scared of attachments, scared of what happens after...

Most atimes am afraid
Afraid of living in the moment and for the moment

Most atimes I feel threatened; threatened by the feeling of being open...
Open to new decisions, new friendships,new relationships

Most atimes am terrified...terrified of being scared all the time
"But"
Everytime ; everytime am consternated, terrified of leaving you, am scared of goodbyes, am afraid of what would happen when you finally get up and say it was fun while it lasted...

And it's become my greatest fear...

So I become a stone wall
Am in a state of nothingness and absence of cheer
Basking in my fear, I congest the entrance; become a stone wall
Dam; deter
I fight; fight for my center:
Struggle to gain hold
Strife in blank spaces-banter
Fear sealed my heart
But your core? Your core, gained my heart

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Nice
I love it
be strong and strong my freind

Thanks dear

Nice post.very impressive. Good constructive ability

Am glad you liked it, thanks!

Fear comes everyday but we must live and forget the fear!
Nice one!

Fear the only obstacle in achieving our dreams once u can kill it the universe 🌌 is yours