What beautiful chaos you cause,
Tormented by the very aspect of your being
Without me... leaves a collective awe
Seething resentment associated with pride
Abrupt doors shut to a heart once open wide
I slip rose petals from palm to finger ...lost
A discipline of secrecy practiced for protection
A symphony of secrets at what cost?
I fell in love at the eve of December
Each day celebrating a hopeful resurrection of possibility
I lost my heart amidst the celebration of Love's ember
Withered in a sadness which brushes the emotion's validity
I regret that I loved you soo deeply
Because I wouldn't feel such wrenching pain
Devalued importance to secrets worth keeping
Views no longer the same
You claim to never knowing me...
what preposterous accusations
What honored hell I've experienced to find myself
Dutifully I chuckle at your knowledge of me in resignation
What wealth of emotions you have experienced
What beautiful adventures yet occurred?
I curse the skies in sweet deliverance
Blackening the heavens passions which rupture the earth
Confessions....far too late for such
A longing midst the air, a whisper of kisses echo
A body which shutters at the thought of a past touch
Why wallow in sadness?
Why expect more from the trivial emotion of love?
A radical change peers through my loneliness
I place my hands above my heart
Close once weeping eyes
Convince myself there is a start beyond this end
Fighting thoughts of you reprised
Last love attempt
Last try
Last poem sent
Last longing cry
I'm through with love
Character of enthusiasm gone Friends?
Concept I won’t accept or take hold of
I love you, so long