I am sorry
I really am
I promised i would go quietly
But for my son i had to do this
Like a stream of blackwave
I lost the fight to him
You know what saddens me more
The loser always gets blamed
I wore a short skit
I allowed him buy me a drink
I flirted with him a bit
Yeah and danced with him too
So they said i asked for it
They called me a liar
But i didnt care
How dare they call my son a bastard
I am not a liar
Not on something like this
He slipped something in my drink
I can swear to that
I drank only a bottle of soft drink
Why do i feel dreamy
All the voices in my head faded away
All i could hear was mamas voice "i warned you"...
He took me to his crib
I was too tired to talk
I felt wasted
Something was wrong
I looked at him
As he, like a hungry lion tore my cloths off
And spread my legs
I felt scared for the first time in my life
There was no dad or mum to protect me
No big brother or sister
No society too
Only a stranger who christ asked us to love as our own
But he doesnt love me
He saw me as an object of gratification
I saw him undressed
I started to cry
I prayed to God in my head
And screamed for help at the top of my voice
But the only thing that came out was a weak "p..lea.....se...."
Dont.....
But he tore me in two
And got at it for as long as he could
I just lay there and wish death on myself
And now this
A viral disease with a kid?
No
I dont deserve this
Neither those my kid
So if you get this note
Tell them that they won
That they did this to me
Tell them that they just killed a girl and her intrauterine kid
Tell them they did this
And tell them i dont forgive them
Finally
I will meet them in hell....
Endnote: we create demons of revenge by the evil we do, and just like an animal held against its will, one day the captor will die begging.
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