You died in my dream last night,
And yet I didn’t wake up crying,
I wanted to feel somewhat sorry for you,
But it hurt my head just trying,
I found my old suicide note,
I guess that makes me a liar,
I wish I could read what was written,
But the words were like barbed wire,
I couldn't see the sun this morning,
Cause it was covered by the clouds,
The world seemed to be cough-drop colored,
But it was all ignored by lifeless crowds,
God struck me as a pessimist,
But still I never saw his face,
I wonder if he was smiling,
When he left without a trace,
I think we’re really all alone,
And I feel for those who feel the same.
It’s the things that make us human,
That show us it’s a curse to have a brain,
Depression seems so artless,
Am I really even alive?
It feels so wasteful wasting time,
I need to find a place to thrive,
Maybe I’ll look for it tomorrow.
Really nice writing! I'm glad for @fairytalelife 's repost! I'm following to read more :)
I second that
Thank you guys so much. I will be posting another poem tonight. This post isn't my best work, but feel free to check out my other poems. Check out my intro too it tells a lot about me, although us teen writers tend to be the same. I'm just so happy you enjoyed this poem.
IKR, I really can't thank @fairytalelife enough she has been a great supporter of my work. She was the one to really help me jump start my writing, and I owe her a lot.
Nice!