I am the fallen angel

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I am the fallen angel.
I was expelled from the kingdom I should have inherited.
My creator departed from me.
and sent me into the deepest.
Here I punish others.
And also myself.
I have abandoned myself.
I have become an executioner.
As if that was what I wanted to do all my life.
This is my fault and I would like to remedy it.
But I am in hell.
In my hell.
This is what I do.
Fucking me and fucking others.
When I'm with everyone.
I feel like the king of the world.
But when I'm alone.
I don't feel myself.
I would like to be me again.

Because I created me.